This evening started the Feast of the LORD known as ‘Sukkot’ in Hebrew or ‘Feast of Tabernacles’ or ‘Feast of Booths’ in English. It is commanded to rejoice during this feast. This afternoon, Jerry and I made our own ‘Lulav’. A Lulav is a collection of three branches used to rejoice which consists of the myrtle, the willow, and the palm tree branch. If you have followed along our journey, then you know God has used this particular feast to reveal more and more truth to us. To get an overview of how, check out our ‘Walk His Way’ story on the home page of our website flipflopfellowship.com. Soon, I hope to make a video of the various revelations that have unfolded and how God used the ‘Lulav’ to help teach me some important things. Happy #Sukkot, ya’ll!
In this episode, Carrie reveals what she has gleaned about prophets who prophesy through music and how a musical prophet can change the atmosphere or cleanse hearts and homes using worship.
Meanwhile, Carrie also realized something spoken over her as a baby is prophetic and pertains to who God (Abba Father) created her to be. “Carrie” means “Songs of Joy”. Her full name, “Carrie Renee..” was printed in a church bulletin the first time her parents brought her to church as a baby announcement. An elderly woman walked up to my parents and said, ” ‘Reen-e’ (Renee)! What a nice name!” Ever since, Carrie’s nick name has been “Reen”. Interestingly enough, there is a Hebrew name “Rena” pronounced “Reen-a”, which means “joyous song”. Today, Carrie sings prophetic joyous songs over people that she calls Lullabies of Love as Abba sings through her to His children.
In case you missed my last few vlogs, here they are in order:
Season 3 Episode 12 | Downloading Heaven
Season 3 Episode 13 | Prophecy Then & Now // Sailing, Gardening, & Children
Season 3 Episode 14 | Let God Do God.
Carrie expands on her previous video teaching others the importance of healthy boundaries and using discernment in judging other believers. To learn more about that teaching, watch the YouTube video S2 Episode 26: Boundaries // Don’t Judge Me? or read it here.
In this episode, S2 Episode 27: Motivated By Mercy, Carrie explains although we are called to judge in loving correction, we first must examine our own lives and our heart motives before issuing judgment when we discern unrighteousness. Assuming our hearts or consciences are clear, we may speak the truth in love to unrepentant brothers or sisters. However, we also must understand if are motives are not pure or we are being hypocritical, meaning we too are dealing with the same or similar sin in our lives, we risk bringing judgment upon ourselves by inviting the same problem to manifest in our specific life or those close to us. Why? Because in all things we are called to love and we are called to mercy even as we discern, judge, and correct others. If we misjudge, because our motives, for example, were to assert authority in our selfish pride, or we are hypocrites, the Lord often will bring the same issue in our own lives at some point in order to teach us compassion and mercy for “mercy triumphs over judgment” (James 2:12-13). So while we are called to judge one another (in love) and help keep one another accountable as ambassadors for Christ, we must first judge ourselves and our heart motives. If and when our hearts are motivated by mercy, we may be commissioned to take our brothers and sisters “aside and explained to him (them) the way of God more accurately” (Acts 18:26). In summary, as we grow up in God and learn to discern between righteousness and unrighteousness, we are called to lead in love, but first reflect, then correct, and direct.
Through it all, my prayer is our hearts are always motivated by mercy.
To research this teaching out further, please seek the Father’s heart in His Word:
- Matthew 7:1-2
- Romans 2:1
- Luke 6:37-38, 42 “see clearly”
- Matthew 18:15-20
- 2 Timothy 3:13-17
- Romans 14:2
- 1 Peter 4:15
- 1 John 4:17-18
- Mark 7:20-23
- Hebrews 4:12
- I Samuel 16:7
- Ephesians 4:11-16
- 1 Corinthians 5:8
- Acts 18:26
- Luke 21:13 (use it all for testimony..glory to God!)
(Recorded March 18, 2018) In this episode, Carrie shares how various doors are opening as she hears God and He hears her! All one has to do is be willing and wait on the Lord to make it happen.
After a few months of social media sabbatical, Flip Flop Fellowship is back!
Throughout the busy summer months as well as into the fall of 2017 and early winter, many unique opportunities to love others manifested in the lives of Carrie and Jerry. From Houston, Texas to a local half-way house, Carrie and Jerry have been blessed to serve others in various capacities. Check out the video to get caught up…
In this video, Carrie reveals some concerns and prayer requests, but also an important spiritual truth.
After much anticipation, both the settlement of my York, Pennsylvania property as well as the settlement of the Myrtle Beach property went smoothly yesterday. Today, I sojourned South to my new home at the beach! Stay tuned for more…
Forty-five. Forty-five days till settlement and yet no solidified plan. In forty-five days or less if settlement gets bumped up, which oddly enough I am hoping for, I will be houseless.
I do know there will be no RV, as originally assumed. No, it would appear that “plan” was eliminated. I went from,”Okay, God, we will sell the house and go where you say to go…via an RV, yes I like THAT plan!” That WAS the plan, the plan I was good with, but in actuality that was God’s way of luring me out of my comfortable, safe, and stable home – not to mention beloved rose garden while purging me from my junk, both literal and spiritual. After all, it was an adventure for God, right? Still is an adventure for God, but it is certainly not looking the way I envisioned. Oh no, it is far scarier and more uncomfortable than I ever imagined. Had I known, I probably would have opted for safe, convenient, and comfortable. Just keeping it real. In fact, I suspect God’s plan is to literally scare the hell out of me. Not to torment me, but to empower me in His Spirit. You have heard Jesus specializes in setting us free from our fears, haven’t you? All hell has broken loose since committing to “God’s plans”, but miraculously I am learning to have peace, to choose grace, and to quell fear. I confess I have not consistently passed and feel as though the final exam of all that I have learned spiritually the past three years is coming to a head. Nevertheless, I press on.
Sure, I have no real plan. Nothing lined up. Didn’t even realize I prefer plans till it became grossly evident there is no plan. All I know for certain at this point is I am moving out of my house of ten years while significantly downsizing and learning to let go. Let go of my stuff and my plans. Through it all, the Lord tenderly invites me to remove my idols in exchange for the ongoing revelation of my identity in Him. Within this treacherous road, each passing day presents an opportunity of transformation. A death and resurrection.
Alas, while sitting here with no definitive plan and no details worked out for certain, I am realizing He isn’t an “on-time God” as the old gospel song goes because if He was, we’d have a timely plan by now! Ha! Rather, He is more of a last-minute God, but then again I suppose that is on-time in God’s realm. One thing I can testify for certain: God’s plan is a process. Albeit a difficult one to flow in at times, but a prerequisite, nevertheless.
I keep hearing Him say, “You ARE the plan.”, and yet I have no idea what that even means…Perhaps He isn’t a “last-minute God”. Perhaps I am just a “last-minute” follower.
Little did I know as I stepped out in this faith adventure that through out it all, the theme would be to abandon it all. Abandon my need to figure it out, abandon my need to plan, to research, to implement. Abandon my need to strive and provide. In fact, God’s plan is for me to abandon my plan A, plan B, plan Z.
Throughout these last 6 months, I’ve learned the delicate art of being in peace despite not knowing the plan or what it is going to look like or how this journey will end. Is that not the very definition of faith? Generally speaking, the term faith or even having faith in Jesus is simple – what is not simple is when the God you believe in reveals to you just how backwards your thinking is not to mention how backwards your religion is!
You see, the world and even much of religion is all about what can I get out this job, this relationship, this faith, or out of this church. Much of religion is focused on how one can get to heaven, for example. Rather, in God’s world or God’s kingdom, it is about getting Heaven to Earth. Put another way, it is about getting the Spirit of Christ, which is the Holy Spirit or if you will, the Spirit of Heaven into us and into our realm. Jesus says, “The Kingdom of God is inside you” (Luke 17:20-21). It also is why He taught in the famously quoted yet misunderstood Lord’s prayer, “Thy Kingdom come, thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven.” It’s not about getting to heaven, though being resurrected into eternal life is an added bonus. It’s about tapping into the resurrecting, healing, supernatural redemptive heavenly love residing within you right here on Earth right now upon receiving His Spirit! How marvelous we don’t have to wait to get anywhere to experience the miraculous and yet how incredibly ignorant of us to not realize we’ve got the God-goods all this time and aren’t using it. Imagine what the world would look like if we only realized we have the keys to the kingdom that unlock sickness, death, captivity, etc.
Furthermore, such keys to God’s kingdom seem backwards and therefore are commonly overlooked or misunderstood. After all, who knew to die to our wants and desires is to genuinely live in complete satisfaction (Philippians 1:21), to give up is to gain (Philippians 3:7-8), to help is how to be helped or to heal is how we ourselves are healed (Isaiah 58), or to show mercy is how to be forgiven (Matthew 6:15; James 2:13), to not judge is to avoid captivity of that same judgment (Romans 2:1-2), and so on?
Such truths are being magnified to me more and more as I seek Him, hear Him, and obey His plan. Throughout this process of selling my home of 10 years, giving away my things, and attempting to plan it out (whatever “it” is), my fears and controlling tendencies have surely manifested. Just like in life, I experienced some valleys and some victories, but even so I am learning how to:
- have peace in the chaos
- how to choose faith over fear
- how to be still instead of striving
All the while, I’m understanding it is my earthly and religious mentality that is backwards. Honestly, it has been overwhelming at times. Truth usually is.
I chuckle as I naively thought to myself not so long ago what an exciting God-adventure this would be. Ha! The joke is on me! Listening to God’s voice, trusting Him, and allowing Him to renew my thinking while transforming my heart IS the real adventure! He invited me to this adventure, I naively accepted, but already early on in this journey, the Spirit of the Living God has resurrected parts of me I didn’t even know were dead. He
has , correction, IS removing false comforters and fake ids. God has an interesting way of identifying what you find your comfort in and your identity in, one by one, and then revealing your true identity in Him as well as how to operate in your purposed identity within His kingdom. I assure you it is not always comforting. It can be mind-blowing, exhausting, frustrating, unbelievably painful, and yet glorious. It is what I call “the horribly-amazing-purification-process” or perhaps, “The Big Reveal!”.
On top of breaking me free from well… me, He is showing me this “adventure” is way bigger than I ever-imagined. Frankly, it freaks me out if I try to plan, research, or think on it too much. Again, He is breaking me of such fruitless activity. But while I’m lying in bed fighting with my thoughts and anxieties, He keeps telling me to “Be still and know that He is God” (Psalm 46:10).
I once heard someone say, “If your dreams don’t scare you, they’re not big enough!” That seems to be precisely how God works. So now, in addition to this bizarre camping-calling of sharing the love of Christ through prayer, prophecy, evangelism, and song, it has become, “Great, now that you have stepped out in faith and are coming into the understanding of who I created you to be as well as how to operate in such kingdom principles and your kingdom role, you’ll also be ministering on the beach, on the boardwalk, in churches, in hotels, and wherever else I lead you.”
After 6 months of going through this horribly-amazing adventure, I am beginning to fully understand this was His plan all along…inviting me to abandon all my plans so that He could further reveal my identity in Him and using that identity to bring Heaven to Earth. It is all backwards. Give up what you think it should look like or what you think is right. Instead,embrace the Kingdom’s culture, focus with a single-eye, and walk out an adventure of a lifetime. After all, that is The Plan! Thy will be done, thy Kingdom come, on Earth as it is in Heaven.